My little ray of light

My newly needed hair straightener.
My lack of money.
My frequent veteranarian appointment.
My puddle of oops on the new wooden floors.
My towel now soaked in oops on the new wooden floors.
My dirty tub.

My jogging buddy.
My cuddler when I'm upset.
My cutest most trusted friend.
My finisher of my leftovers.
My playmate when I'm bored.
My laughter in the afternoon.

a puppy version of me.
Chanel Le'Antionette.

Set up my phone to my blog today! now im super cool!
~BonkaberryFynn

Beasty little joggers

-went for a jog with my two baybees

note to self:
Chanel is a beasty jogger :)

sunsets are overrated

If I could, I would watch every sunrise with you.

If I could, I would hold every fragment of returning light you couldn't be there for, in a jar, waiting for your return;

because every sunrise I spend with you, means one more day I don't have to be without your presence.

where friend rhymes with end

These are the lyrics to a song by Ane Brun called "where friend rhymes with end" and I post this in regards to two of my very good friends who are drifting apart when they should not be. Their friendship is just on my mind...and I hope they both see it. I know you both love eachother very much....quit being so proud and stubborn.

My Friend You Left Me In The End
i Can't Believe I'm Writing A Song
where Friend Rhymes With End
but Today
i Must Cave In
i Have Trouble Forgetting Those Beautiful Eyes

as It Is
i Must Fill Your Space With Lies
friendyou Left Me In The End
i Guess I Knew It All Along
i Guess I Expected This Song
and It Is As It Appeared
like A Fist In My Stomach And
swallowing Tears
your Song Turned Out A Sad One
just As I Feared

H is for hello, love not heartbreak

finally, stability;

finally, a firm grip;

and suddenly I'm taken higher than ever before,

high altitudes fixating a daze upon me;

your touch, and oxygen is out of reach;

I will not fight this feeling, the suffocation brings me life.

No regrets, just lessons, this is my realization

When do we start to convince ourselves that we have matured? That we have grown up? Is it everytime we learn a lesson, or when we believe we've just survived something tramatic? Who is to say what "grown up" is anyway? When is it that we have "grown up"? Does that mean we are boring? Do we ever really "grow up"? Does that mean we are expected to always make the correct decision? I don't ever want to grow up. I want to live my life constantly learning. Not exactly making mistakes, but "grown up" sounds so unappealing to me. I am on a quest for wisdom, a quest for life, a quest to be everything that everyone is not. Lately my ambitions have been clouded by loud music, boos, and cigarette smoke. I have no excuse, and I place the blame on noone but myself. I want so much more from life than I have been portraying. I have become like everyone else. This will stop. There's a time for play, but I don't want to ever lose sight of who I am again. The rage I have hung onto, is indeed, a part of me I cannot lie..I am in control of my own actions, but I will not hang onto this anger forever. I have, in the past few days, felt a weight taken off my shoulders. That cloud is rising from my view. This life is for me to lead, not for him to control. I am better than this. I possess my own thoughts and actions. I will grow from this entire experience. I regret nothing.